So life has taught me some valuable lessons the past couple weeks, i realized that i dont really act my age and i usually depend on people more then i should, not to long ago i cut my hair and periced my nose mostly in the same week if not a little bit longer, the only reason i periced my nose was because i was told not to by my managers at work, so when i was at work i was running away from management so they wouldnt see me, but then i realize that that wasnt me and why was i doing that? My whole life i have always been told what to do if not by my parents by my friends and so on and so forth. But one night i realized that it was time to change a grow up, i got my own cell phone paying my bill and i am not paying my car isurence. Im trying harder in school and whatever. Life isnt easy by all means, but you gotta do what you gotta do to make it better. i think thats it for now